So, clearly, the man with the "lyrical genius" still doesn't know shit about words.

( Warning Rant / Open Letter to Ross )

Panic at the disco is no more.

( The Importance of Words )

So I went on a deleting spree. I think I'm just going to keep those two fics here.
I should write more, but I don't know.
It's hard to focus myself.

Should have finished my thumbnails/mag layouts  for tomorrow.
Get to find out if my loans go through tomorrow.
Hopefully I'll still be in school.

College feels slightly overrated right now anyway.
Keep trying to tell myself halfway there, but jesus, i gotta do it all over again?

So I guess i should start posting shit i've written.

This was rejected by satd, but I had it beta'd twice and they both failed, so I just gave up. apparently it wasn't meant to be posted, but I still like it. It just came out of a bad night, sort of a Ryan character study? Maybe? I don't know. He just went sort of crazy on me.

Title: And When It all Goes to Hell Will You Be Able To Tell Me Sorry With a Straight Face. [S/A]
Author: awakelunafraid
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Pete, Ryan/Beckett, Ryan/Brendon
POV: 2nd Ryan
Summary: a Snapshot of Ryan’s unraveling.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Panic at the Disco. This is not true. Just made for my own purposes. Not Real. Etc Etc. Please don’t sue me.
Author Notes: Warnings for: drug and alcohol use, brief mentions of abuse and prostitution, character deaths, vague sex, and swearing.

Beta’d by Lauren & Rose (no lj :( ) Title borrowed from Fob. Clearly Fobt has brainwashing abilities, lol.


( Time To Say Goodbye )

Cancer
Title: The Hardest Part…[[Frank Pov standalone]]
Author: </a></b></a>awakelunafraid
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own them etc.
Summary: Frank’s time is up.

( Cancer  )